Why do I not write here regularly. I created what I consider a beautiful space here and yet, I do not come in here often at all. What am I afraid of? Why can I not consistently come here? So much has happened since last I wrote. And yet not much has happened at all. My life tends to stay the same it seems. I sometimes seem like I’m on the road to changing my life and then … I don’t.
I still write for the local paper and work my 40 hour a week job. What I really want to do is start my own business – a mobile office business. I need to start doing research to see if this is something people would use at all. My thinking is this: A long time ago before every person had a computer or laptop, I did a lot of typing for people. Then those days went away because everyone had a computer or a laptop and some kind of printer. But this is changing again. I have run into a LOT of people who ONLY use their phones for everything. They may or may not have a laptop or computer they use occasionally. Some only have their phone. So this tells me that people who only use their phone may need something typed from time to time – or something scanned and emailed to someone – or something faxed – or copies made.
I don’t know. I just feel like I could be more free if I wasn’t tied to a 40 hour a week job. I really like my boss though. He is very lenient with me regarding my time – sometimes I am doing an interview for a story for the paper and I take a longer lunch. Or sometimes one of my four grandkids needs to picked up at school. He has no problem with me running to do this. I know I have it good. I still sometimes wish my time was even more flexible.
So much is on my mind right now. The state of our country. The people I know who are dealing with mega-problems right now. The sadness I feel when I read some posts on facebook of people I love and admired. My love hasn’t gone away. But my admiration has gone away. That makes me very sad.
Okay well enough for now. I’ll try to be better and come to visit here more often. Maybe more people will discover me. I think I better start posting some interesting posts. Maybe more like “articles” where I talk about a specific thing with quotes from other places and the like. Anyway, bye for now. We’ll visit again soon. 🙂